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| The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but
shorter tempers, wider freeways, but narrower viewpoints. We spend more
but have less, we buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses and
smaller families, more conveniences, but less time. We have more degree
but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more experts,
yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness.
We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too
little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too
tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom.
We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too
much, love too seldom, and hate too often.We've learned how to make a living, but not a life. We've added years to life not life to years. We've been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet a new neighbor. We conquered outer space but not inner space. We've done larger things, but not better things.We've cleaned up the air, but polluted the soul. We've conquered the atom, but not our prejudice. We write more, but learn less. We plan more, but accomplish less. We've learned to rush, but not to wait. We build more computers to hold more information, to produce more copies than ever, but we communicate less and less.
These are the times of fast foods and slow digestion, big men and small
character, steep profits and shallow relationships. These are the
days of two incomes but more divorce, fancier houses, but broken
homes. These are days of quick trips, disposable diapers, throwaway morality, one night stands, overweight bodies, and pills that do everything from cheer, to quiet, to kill.. It is a T ime when there is much in the
showroom window and nothing in the stockroom. A time when
technology can bring this letter to you, and a time when you can choose either to >share=this insight, or to just hit delete.
Remember, spend some time with your loved ones, because they are
not going to be around forever.Remember, say a kind word to someone who looks up to you in awe, because that little person soon will grow up and leave your side.Remember, to give a warm hug to the one next to you, because that is the only treasure you can give with your heart and it doesn't
cost a cent.Remember, to say, "I love you" to your partner and your loved
ones, but most of all 'mean it'. A kiss and an embrace will mend hurt when
it comes from deep inside of you.Remember to hold hands and cherish the moment for someday that person will not be there again.
Give time to love, give time to speak, and give ti me to share
the precious thoughts in your mind.AND ALWAYS REMEMBER:
Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the
moments that take our breath away
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| Hi Ya'll!! I havent been in here a while. I guess I have been too busy I was goin to school the hospitol and work five days a week and have a boyfriend and just been everywhere but now exams are over ( I passed everything) grandpops home ( thats where I am right now) and theres a lot less to be worried about kinda.. sorta. Me and Mark have been together over a month now, and thats really good  ummmm me n Ashley are ok now we were kinda arguein im not in trouble at home.... everythings fine really... all accept without my old best friend Im tryna figure out who is goin to cancun with me stupid.... dont you hate it when you know your wrong and sorry isnt enough... yeah me too. ummm im gonna go I have some lyrics I have been thinkin bout puttin on here so Ill be back soon leave somethin sweet *Lz* <3 Nayzer*you skittles were so cute last nite!!!*
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| welp... its 3:27 am and i cant sleep... infact im done trying because when i do I have nightmares. Ive been up talkin to dave.... tryna just be ok and im not.. im really not ok. Just a week or so Ago i was telling Taylor my cousin..thats through todd and ryan and friends and all the depressing bullshit that i hate so much right now if my grandpop died i think i would literally die. When ryans rumor went aorund that he was dead i thought i was sure to die then.... welp anyways.... just days later... my grandpop is in the hospitol...with all kinds of fucking tubes.... in fact i made the joke to him tonight cause he was kinda comin outta the medically indused acoma that atleast theres nothing in his ears all though he couldnt talk because the tube in his throat... and i sat there.. for about two hours... and i didnt want to leave.... and i just looked at him.. and let him squeeze the life out of my hand which i dont mind because id give him my life in a second...Maybe you dont know. i dunno who all reads this... but if your not close to me... my grandpop keeps me together he is the love of my life... the only person who told me they loved me.. and never hurt me.. loved me unconditionally.. for the longest time.... we have this connection and i call everyday and see him4 or 5 times a week.... i love him. i need him. and it seems like gods tryna take him but he cant have him hes too strong and im too weak...ugh i dont wanna be a long i feel so alone and im not... but i dunno. im spose to go see ryan tomorrow... so thats good. My boyfriends good... friends are cool family is good... i dunno.... i feel like im gonna throw up so ill hit this thing up later..... just needed to talk.... times like this im happy i have an xanga..cant judge yah yell.. ignore you.. and it wont die or get sick on me... how convenient | | |
| HMM TOO much to write buttt.... in a nutsheelllllll- break was good but too short, i love my cousin, im crazy bout my boyfriend*three squeezes lol ilu taylor*, me and erin are seeing ryan wednesday, i wish my cousins ex:nikki::cough: would take my poetry off her xanga.. its ashame shes not intellectually or creatively or emotionally able to write anything for herself.... grow up nikki- ummm.... theres good days.. theres bad days.... im tired of work but atleast me and sean are talkin again  anndd im tired.. HAPPY NEW YEARS!
its that KICKING...thing in the dark...
you fight to be silent.....- tell it just to lay--... its that SCREAMING in your mind... when theres nothing left to say.... its that BURNING in your soul.... when all the good in life has crumbled and colors fade- its that STABBING at your heart that begs this muggy world of black and white to bless you -with any other shade...-its that CRIPPLING pain and agony seeping from your eyes- there so LOU D and your voice is STRAINGING... how come no one hears your cries--- ITS THAT HELPLESS feeling.... covering your every part..... telling you its okay... and its my pointless life ive grown to hate so bad... and I wish I could change it in every single way--its that TUGGING at your arm--- when you cant bare to move- its that ANNOYING--voice inside directing you through life.. knowing theres nothin left to prove-- Its that CONSTANT reminder that things just cant be-never are-and wont seem fair-- and its that QUESTION WHY i ask god every day... what makes me still have to care... | | |
| welp I havent been in here for a while... hope everyones christmas was good! mine was alright. it was weird. I was sitting at dinner with all my family* our crazy funny... dental whore family lol ilu taylor* and i was looking around.. and I tired to imagine my cousin not being there. I just would look around with him there and look again and pass his face... imagine his body and mind and he just wasnt there. Thats how todds family feels im sure. like just that fast hes gone. I dunno neways Christmas made me see I do have a shopping problem. I would rather be in debt they stay out of clothes and admitting you have a problem is the first step so... whats step two? I have a boyfriend... me and Mark are finally together and this is the happiest ive been in a long time.. i like him sooo much I know a lot of yall know lol since hes basically what ive been talkin about for like 5 or 6 months now but I dunno... HAPPY NEW YEARS im bout to get off work so ill be in here more later <3
ILU TAYLOR* we have TOO many memories..... and NIKKI YOU STINK AND I HOPE YOU... well you know.. shell need that hand to go FUCK HERSELF lol.. ILU TAYLOR | | |
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